Post by Little Gerard on Jan 25, 2005 13:16:21 GMT -5
*takes a deep breath*
matt, you are the reason i stay strong, i carry on. from the moment i saw you in What I Go To School For i knew you would be around for a while. i saw your cheeky smile and i giggled knowing that with this band it wasn't just serious stuff, you were having a laugh and making problems seem funny.
the very first busted gig i went to was Days Of Thunder on the 11/05/2003 and i was probably the only matt fan there. while everyone else was shouting for james and charlie i shouted 'matt you're fit' you had looked at me, laughed and smiled that smile that captured my heart then winked.
on the 22nd of November 2004, was the night i'll never forget. you appeared on stage, and to me everyone else just dissappeared. you saw me and held my gaze, i had smiled slightly but you saw this and smiled back. you kept looking down again and then back up for the rest of the show, keep making eye contact. i know that you flirt a lot and hey, maybe that was all it was to you but to me it made me feel special.
i had countless of opportunities to meet you in 2004 but could never get down to the places cos of where i live. i feel so stupid now for not going and meeting you after all last year i said i would. i hope in the future i do meet you and tell you just how much you mean to me even if you don't feel the same.
i love you no matter what.
james, i don't think you have had any slate in the papers, and i'm not suprised. you're mad in you're own way but just don't go as mad as matt. i think you're a beautiful person inside and out, and even though this is mean i really do think that you were the best out of busted *does holy cross sign to matt*. you're talented and are a fantastic singer. whatever you have done in the three years you've been in my life you've always shone through. i wish you the best whatever you decide to do.
you were the first busted boy i fancied, and i'm not sure which it was, either you're eyes and innocent look or the fact that you liked michael jackson. i grew up with him ya see
i really don't know if you got told, but my mum used to work for the MJ fanclub and got in touch with Paul. she asked if you could attend Michael's birthday bash last year or send a video message if you couldn't go.
i would of loved you to of gone and met you're idol.
don't let what has happened dampen your spirits, because you'll have an army of fans behind both you and matt.
charlie, well i don't know what to say. i really do not agree with your decision to leave busted, and i think you used them to get you're name up there. you've ruined james and matt's dream and because of that i will never forgive you.
i would say good luck, but at the moment i can't bring myself to do that. so i'll leave it with, whatever you do don't go back to matt and james when fightstar flop.
ok onto my buddies!!
soph, you are the only street-teamer i have met yet! and when we met i made such a twit of myself, and i know you'll never let me live that day down!!! Austed rock man! and no the egg has gone now.
maysie, you've been the mate that i have never had. we talk on the phone so much and i never run out of things to say to you...unless i'm watching matt then i'm speechless but you can't blame me.
you're always there when i need to talk to someone, or just need cheering up, and i want to thank you for that. you got me through busted splitting up and i cant begin to say thank you. i will meet you this year i promise! even if i have to go down to you i will!!!
hope we don't loose touch love you babe
you make me feel like i do have mates thank you for that. i hope you find someone who will love you as much as you love matt and show you that you are special as you deserve it.
lise, i've already said everything to you so none of this will be new.
you are the most funniest, beautifullest (dunno if thats a word but it is now), warm hearted person i have ever spoke to. you helped me last year with Callum when i didn't know what to do, but you kept me calm and told me what to do. thanks to you he still lives and i'm gratefull for that. if it wasn't for him i wouldn't of talked to you that night and we wouldn't be like we are now.
man you help me all the time spesh with the greg thing.
if i possibly can i will meet you! until then it's phone calls, st or msn chats about matt and billie and more fanfics to write.
maz, you have to be the most random person i have ever talked to, but that makes you, you. i have never met a bigger james fan (even though kirsty will kill you for the crown) and i'm glad you met him when you did. you are a fantasic drawer and you know that. i really envy you for that.
be strong and don't let anyone (spesh that evil lass that did that to you on MSN) get you down, you don't deserve it, and i hope you and dean are together for a long time to come.
also hina, hana, katie, lolleh, tad *luv for seph*, kirsty *how much more of a MJ fan can you get?!...no actually don't answer that!!!*, amy, april, caz, emzy, jess*owt for a fellow billie fan!!!*, charli, dani, frankie, loz and kym.
a really big sorry if i've forgotten you i didn't mean to, as you know i have a memory like a seive.
*huggles everyone she has mentioned*
love you all and thanks for getting me through hard times. hope we're sters for a long, long, time to come
amzyloo
xxx
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matt, you are the reason i stay strong, i carry on. from the moment i saw you in What I Go To School For i knew you would be around for a while. i saw your cheeky smile and i giggled knowing that with this band it wasn't just serious stuff, you were having a laugh and making problems seem funny.
the very first busted gig i went to was Days Of Thunder on the 11/05/2003 and i was probably the only matt fan there. while everyone else was shouting for james and charlie i shouted 'matt you're fit' you had looked at me, laughed and smiled that smile that captured my heart then winked.
on the 22nd of November 2004, was the night i'll never forget. you appeared on stage, and to me everyone else just dissappeared. you saw me and held my gaze, i had smiled slightly but you saw this and smiled back. you kept looking down again and then back up for the rest of the show, keep making eye contact. i know that you flirt a lot and hey, maybe that was all it was to you but to me it made me feel special.
i had countless of opportunities to meet you in 2004 but could never get down to the places cos of where i live. i feel so stupid now for not going and meeting you after all last year i said i would. i hope in the future i do meet you and tell you just how much you mean to me even if you don't feel the same.
i love you no matter what.
james, i don't think you have had any slate in the papers, and i'm not suprised. you're mad in you're own way but just don't go as mad as matt. i think you're a beautiful person inside and out, and even though this is mean i really do think that you were the best out of busted *does holy cross sign to matt*. you're talented and are a fantastic singer. whatever you have done in the three years you've been in my life you've always shone through. i wish you the best whatever you decide to do.
you were the first busted boy i fancied, and i'm not sure which it was, either you're eyes and innocent look or the fact that you liked michael jackson. i grew up with him ya see
i really don't know if you got told, but my mum used to work for the MJ fanclub and got in touch with Paul. she asked if you could attend Michael's birthday bash last year or send a video message if you couldn't go.
i would of loved you to of gone and met you're idol.
don't let what has happened dampen your spirits, because you'll have an army of fans behind both you and matt.
charlie, well i don't know what to say. i really do not agree with your decision to leave busted, and i think you used them to get you're name up there. you've ruined james and matt's dream and because of that i will never forgive you.
i would say good luck, but at the moment i can't bring myself to do that. so i'll leave it with, whatever you do don't go back to matt and james when fightstar flop.
ok onto my buddies!!
soph, you are the only street-teamer i have met yet! and when we met i made such a twit of myself, and i know you'll never let me live that day down!!! Austed rock man! and no the egg has gone now.
maysie, you've been the mate that i have never had. we talk on the phone so much and i never run out of things to say to you...unless i'm watching matt then i'm speechless but you can't blame me.
you're always there when i need to talk to someone, or just need cheering up, and i want to thank you for that. you got me through busted splitting up and i cant begin to say thank you. i will meet you this year i promise! even if i have to go down to you i will!!!
hope we don't loose touch love you babe
you make me feel like i do have mates thank you for that. i hope you find someone who will love you as much as you love matt and show you that you are special as you deserve it.
lise, i've already said everything to you so none of this will be new.
you are the most funniest, beautifullest (dunno if thats a word but it is now), warm hearted person i have ever spoke to. you helped me last year with Callum when i didn't know what to do, but you kept me calm and told me what to do. thanks to you he still lives and i'm gratefull for that. if it wasn't for him i wouldn't of talked to you that night and we wouldn't be like we are now.
man you help me all the time spesh with the greg thing.
if i possibly can i will meet you! until then it's phone calls, st or msn chats about matt and billie and more fanfics to write.
maz, you have to be the most random person i have ever talked to, but that makes you, you. i have never met a bigger james fan (even though kirsty will kill you for the crown) and i'm glad you met him when you did. you are a fantasic drawer and you know that. i really envy you for that.
be strong and don't let anyone (spesh that evil lass that did that to you on MSN) get you down, you don't deserve it, and i hope you and dean are together for a long time to come.
also hina, hana, katie, lolleh, tad *luv for seph*, kirsty *how much more of a MJ fan can you get?!...no actually don't answer that!!!*, amy, april, caz, emzy, jess*owt for a fellow billie fan!!!*, charli, dani, frankie, loz and kym.
a really big sorry if i've forgotten you i didn't mean to, as you know i have a memory like a seive.
*huggles everyone she has mentioned*
love you all and thanks for getting me through hard times. hope we're sters for a long, long, time to come
amzyloo
xxx
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